Two Months ago i was Diagnosed with Bipolar 1, Borderline Personality Disorder and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. It hit me like a ton of bricks as i walked out of the psychiatrist. I am a mother of 3 daughters, i am a recovering drug addict, I was an abused neglected Foster kid. How, Why? Haven’t i endured enough? I then began to struggle with acceptance of my current status and it was easy for my husband either. I honestly thought i had postpartum depression   depression and it would all go away. But it wasn’t and will never go away. I started this blog to show my battle and my scars and to help other people who are scared like i am. Who try everyday and live in guilt when nothing goes as planned. When they want to give up but know they can’t. I am here to fight and show that it is achievable,  and to give others hope. Happy crazy reading. Please beware this isn’t going to all rainbows this is going to be truth raw and uncut. This is my crazy dysfunctional life….